This is the kind of music that starts your downward spiral towards self-pity. You know what I mean... it all starts so innocently, a little bit of sad-ish music... The kind that makes you close your eyes and picture the song being sung to you. You think, gosh that was nice. -insert sigh here- Then you have another... Similar to drinking, lol. Just one more and before you know it, your sloshed... or in this case, crying or wallowing in self pity.
There's no preventing it though. You listen to one mushy song and like it and you are screwed. It's like some strange musical gravity. You step off the ledge with the first song and plummet. Well, I am plummeting, straight towards the hitting of rock bottom... where you don't dig being alone quite so much. Like after you watch that really good love-story-movie and hope you dream about (in my case) Matthew McConaughey
It's just a case of the lonlies...
I guess I just missed being loved by someone...
~Kate
just feeling blue readers, I'll be better tomorrow
