Friday, April 01, 2005
History lesson #2 (part three)
Flash forward six more months. Mom and dad are fighting in the other room. My brother and I are scared. We can hear them screaming at each other, my brother is crying. Something breaks, many things are crashing to the floor. My brother wants me to make sure that mom is ok so I sneak out into the other room, it is a mess. She is on the couch and dad is hitting her and I scream. He turns around which gives mom enough time to grab the baseball bat that she and I hid behind the couch the week before. She almost hits him, I want her to hit him, to make him stop. She pulls the bat back and almost hits him, but he turns around and grabs it from her and screams at her, asking her if she thought she was going to use that. He pulls the bat back like he will use it on her and I run out the door and down the hill and ask the landlord to please call the police. When they arrive, I go back home, but they can't find him. He is hiding in the woods and no one can find him.
Flash forwards six more months and we (my brother, sister, mother and I) are on a Greyhound bus. It is New Year's Eve and we are going back to Texas. There are fireworks going off outside the window. Mom says that it is her brother's birthday. There is a baby in the seat near ours crying. I let the baby play with my new bear. That made the baby happy, but she threw upon it and my mom made me throw it away.
Flash forward two years. I am just finishing up the fourth grade and other than my mom and her mom (who we lived with) fighting on a regular basis, life is uneventful. Then, my father shows up with tickets to Hawaii, he wants us to move there with him. We do.
Flash forward one year. Dad and mom are fighting about something again and she screams. I run into the room and dad is sitting on her head. He finally gets up, but she can't move her neck. He is sorry he says, he always says he is sorry. She forgives him. I hate him. He starts crying and she hugs him and my brother hugs him and I hate him more.
Flash forward three years. I am staying with a friend in Kona. Her phone rings at two in the morning and I hear her dad say that I am there. Then he says something about my house being on fire. He brings me the phone and it is my neighbor. My house is burning. I cry for a long time. The next day my mom calls to ask if I can stay with my friend longer, I don't want to stay, I want to go home. She says that the house is gone, everything is gone. Stay there. I was fourteen. A few months later, we are on a plane back to Texas. But that's another lesson.

~Kate

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