Tuesday, December 21, 2004
lots of work... and emotional turmoil...
My horoscope today:
Your mood may take a bizarre twist today, Kate, as your desire to fight for something is calmed. You are probably just more interested in enjoying the beauty of something rather than trying to capture it and keep it for yourself. Allowing someone or something else to be free is the best gift you can give. Keep the lines of communication open, and you will find that everything will fall into place exactly as it needs to.

Lovely... I am waiting for said desire to become calmed as I feel like I am very emotionally raw right now... Ok so I am a sucker for horoscopes... I know they are sent out in mass form and really not tailored for me personally. However, I can't help but wonder if the moon and the stars and the planets all have some kind of pull on you based on where they were when you were born. I find it fascinating and a horrible addiction :) And it is all the more addicting when it is so close to what is happening in my life.
Ironically I got a call from a man I was very recently seeing on Saturday... Someone I had to remove from my immediate day to day life about a month ago to ward off an oncoming depression. Saturday, we spoke and Saturday I was fine. Monday, we spoke and Monday, I realized that may have been a phenomenally huge mistake. But hey, if you are going to make a mistake, it may as well be a 'phenomenally huge' one right?? Now I've spoken with him a dozen times and it is just as hard as it was last month when I called it off because I was too emotionally envolved.
Now there is a full moon coming so I am just super-jazzed...

Next week is the last week of the year to buy cars... Last year it was insane, tons of ppl trying to get their car bought before tax time. I am expecting to be very busy this week and next and then the first week of Jan. should be us trying to get organized after the mayham.

Tomorrow, I am going x-mas shopping with my father and sister, this should be loads of fun seeing as we are only a few days away from Christmas and every crazy person on the planet will be out and about. I also have my yearly cookie swap tomorrow evening. I am ready for the three day weekend...


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