Tuesday, December 28, 2004
Things are swapped for a change....
My work life is crazy and my emotional world is under control... Must be the full moon... Yesterday was like a day in the life of a coke addict. Everything just blurred by and suddenly it was done. I worked 12 hours and only took about ten minutes to run out and grab something greasy and completely unhealthy to hoss down while I was trying to play catch up. I killed a monster burger and a huge soda in minutes, something like a million calories :)
Today is a little more mellow. I have been getting caught up all morning and since I am almost there, I figured I'd jot a few things down here.
So, I turned off my cell last night to avoid taking any calls. Why? You ask... Because I was not of strong resolve yesterday and would have invited over someone I shouldn't. He got me a present though. That really killed me. I didn't get him anything, didn't think it was appropriate. And then there he is, telling me he got me a present. Which in my over analytical mind had me thinking he was thinking about me and so on and so forth. Yes, I know, he's an idiot. Feel free to post under comments :P
Anyway, that and his GF coming and hanging out with me for like 15 minutes yesterday, freaked me out...
BUT, I had the presence of mind to NOT invite him over. In fact to NOT talk to him last night to keep from inviting him over. See, some strength. Plus, I'm ok with all of this. I feel ok.
Ok, so back to the grinding stone :)
More later...


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