Thursday, July 21, 2005
revelation
(Again, if you are just joining us, this is in follow up to these previous entries: one, two, three, four.)

You know that little light bulb that pops up over a cartoon character's head when he has a brilliant idea? I can almost swear that I had one of those this morning while I was in the shower. If I hadn't been afraid of getting soap in my eyes, I would have opened them and looked. But alas, there was shampoo and I was scared. So instead, I washed my hair as quickly as I could and tried to get everything done that I had to get done in super fast forward so that I could buy myself even twenty minutes of free time before my actual day started.
Why? Why did I need twenty minutes? Because, dear reader, 'The Knights Of the Round Table' suddenly made an insane amount of sense. It was all I had thought about last night. I just kept massaging that part of my mind trying to wake it up in hopes that I would remember why that meant anything to me. I laid in my bed last night, in the dark, straining and grasping at my far away memories, the ones I knew held the reasoning behind that particular chord being struck. But nothing came to me, just that burning emptiness, that nagging itch of not remembering.
I don't know when I fell asleep as I must have thought myself straight into slumber, but when I did sleep my dreams were a bizarre compilation of horses and swords and this gorgeous mystery man. And then Jason was wearing this suit, this spandex suit with a giant question mark on the front. I was staring at the question mark and when I looked back up, he was The Riddler and I screamed. King Arthur himself road up on a white stallion and killed him with one plunge of his sword. When I looked back at King Arthur, he was once again Jason and he held out his hand to help me get on his horse and then off we rode.
I woke up then, in a strange state of mind. Fuzzy and groggy as I was, I went to get in the shower as I do every morning and then, it hit me. The entire reference, the coded clue that he had mentioned so nonchalantly at the end of our conversation at lunch. I knew what it meant. I knew, without a doubt who he was and I wanted to call him and talk to him and tell him so many things. But, as the morning turned to afternoon and the afternoon turned to evening, I found myself without the time to steal away a phone call and I certainly didn't want to only have a few moments to talk with him. I wanted to ensure an hour, maybe two so that I could say all the things I wanted to say and hear all the answers to the questions I needed to ask. I couldn't risk being three minutes in and having to suddenly go.
All hopes for such a phone call were shot to hell at about 5:15 however. After a lengthy meeting, I returned to my desk and turned the ringer on my cell phone back on and noticed my voicemail light flashing. Odd, since my phone hadn't vibrated and I didn't have any missed calls, but to be honest it hasn't ever worked the same since I dropped it in the bath tub a few months ago.
The voicemail, verbatim:
Kate, hi, this is Jason. I had a really great time with you at lunch yesterday and I am looking forward to our dinner. I would love to meet you tomorrow, say eight? I was thinking that the Italian place on [street] would be nice since you like Italian... if I remember correctly. Anyway, if this is ok, I will meet you there at eight. If not, give me a call and leave me a voicemail. I won't be able to take any calls until mid-afternoon on Friday. I wish I could have caught you, but I will just have to wait I guess. I do hope you are able to make it. Have a good evening.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
So, I guess my huge revelation, my discovery of his identity will just have to wait until tomorrow? That so blows. I am like a kid on Christmas Eve. There sit the presents and I have to wait until tomorrow to open them.
So totally not fair.

part six
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