Sometimes I make bad choices. WHA???? Yeah, I know - TOTAL shocker. It's not like I could spend the next hour linking to a slew of bad choices I've made over the course of the lifetime of this blog. The five year lifetime of this blog. Five. Years. Wow. I was twenty four when I started writing here. Twenty four and hopelessly intertwined with Mr.I who was the winner of the bad decisions I've made over that five year period. A bad decision I still to this day consider making again. What? It's like fucking Honesty Day here or something. You know, I deleted Mr.I's phone number from my phone a long time ago and it doesn't matter because I have it memorized. And I probably want to call him once a week and see how he is doing. And sometimes I do. Rarely, but sometimes. And he doesn't answer. And I think it's because the last time we talked he said that he still loved me and that it was keeping him from moving forward in his current relationship. And every time he doesn't answer, I am happy for him because I hope it means he is moving forward. And in some way, so am I.
Although last week wasn't one of those times. Remember how I wrote the other day that I was done thinking about a boy and it was kicking my ass a little? Well same boy asked me out. Relentlessly. Until I said I'd go. And then he brought the girl he HAD SUPPOSEDLY BROKEN UP WITH to our little work dinner on Saturday. Which reminded me of exactly why I don't dip my toes in the dating pool anymore. I don't like to play this bullshit game. I don't like to spend an entire week trying to decide if I like someone enough to go out with them only to have them slap me in the face. So, class, what have we learned this week? Don't let the Holiday Lonely Bug bite you. Or something like that. Did I mention I haven't had sex in over a year? *sigh*
This is mock surprise, she totally knew what was in there...
At the insistance of Trin, Camille put the ribbons on Mander's head.
Much to her dismay, I assure you.
When Camille's mom got there, she and Mille were all giggling... and it wasn't about the Christmas paper...
Seems whenever Amanda spends the night, they serve something that she really likes.
And since she likes it so much, they promised her they would get her some for her birthday...
And they meant it :) Amanda said, "that is ALL mine!"
Ps. I am not ignoring what you saw in this picture.
Did you miss it? Here... Yup, that is a boy. We aren't talking about that today. Soon though, VERY soon. One thing: throughout the years, that look of indifference is still hot to thirteen year old girls. That's all I have to say about that. For now.
Who: katehopeeden Where: San Antonio, Texas
Yeah, so I am all that you see here.
I am friendly and kind, crazy and bitchy, playful and flirty...
sometimes I am funny but mostly I just write the first thing that comes to mind and then stop when it ends.
I love life and I am lucky to be living the one that I am.
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"The most wasted day is one in which we have not laughed"
"Life moves pretty fast, if you don’t stop and look around once in a while you might miss it."
"Guys are like stars, there's a million of them out there but only one of them can make your dreams come true."
"Don't spend your life with someone you can live with, spend it with someone you can't live without."
"Reach for the moon, even if you miss you will still land among the stars"
These are a work in progress.
They are in the right order, but more will fill in the blank spaces in time as I write them.
"I just got done reading the history lessons on your blog (yes, I've been lurking on your blog).
All the respect I had for you...has increased, like, tenfold.
I don't think I could have done it.
To go through what you have and not only still be able to discuss it with such wit and poise,
but also to raise those three gorgeous girls. You are truly an inspiration.
You are honestly one of the strongest people I have ever known, either online or IRL.
Thank you so much." -Stef
"There are some of us out here who are living vicariously through you, okay?!
So for god's sake, let us have some fun and excitement!" -Educated Liberal
