Wednesday, June 14, 2006
those sad words
Break up songs, we’ve all got them.
That song, that when you hear it, it makes you remember the end of that relationship.
That one person.

"So why do you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place you've known
And why do you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why do you sing with me at all?

Oh yeah, then you remember.
You remember how it felt when you were near them.

How it felt when it ended.
How they smelled.
Just from a few lyrics, a few words thrown together.

"You and I got something
But it's all then it's nothing to me
I got my defenses
When it comes to your intentions to me
And we wake up in the breakdown
In the things we never thought we could be"

You can be taken back to relationships you don’t even want anymore.
Back to places you willingly left behind.
And you want them again for a second.
You miss them again.
Even if only for the four minutes of the song.

"And I didn't think about
All the ways I hurt you and myself
And I wouldn't say a thing to you
I keep it to myself in my mind
I can't stand without you
And I won't find the answers when you're gone
But it's over to you
I can't find the answer when you're gone

It’s as bad as that dream.
The one where you wake up thinking everything is back in that place where it was all right.
You’re back to good.
And then, you remember that you aren’t.

And you’ll never be.
And you don’t even want to be.

And I know soon you will be
Over the lies, you’ll be strong
You’ll be rich in love and you will carry on
But no – oh no
No you won’t be mine

When you have your heart broken, you want, more than anything, for it to stop.
Please, just please stop hurting.
The pain of it is all so very real.
And then, as it does, the pain fades.
The song though, it can take you back to that pain for a minute or two.
For a memory or two.
And remind you of the good or the bad.

Don’t think that I can take another empty moment
Don’t think I can fake another hollow smile
It’s not enough just to be worry
Don’t think I could take another talk about it
Just like me you got needs
And they’re only a whisper away
And we softly surrender
To these lives that we’ve tendered away
No I would not sleep in this bed of lies
So toss me out and turn in

You listen. you remember...
And then you play it one more time.

There’s nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
Nothing in between
You know the truth
Nothing left to face
Nothing left to lose
Nothing takes your place

When they say you're
not that strong
Well you're not that weak
It’s not your fault
When you climb up to your hill
Up to your place
I hope you're well
There’s nothing left to prove
Nothing I won't do
Nothing like the pain
I feel for you
Nothing left to hide
Nothing left to fear
I am always here

What you want
What you lost
What you had
What is gone is over
What you've got
What you love
What you need is real
If it's not enough
It’s not enough
It’s not enough I’m sorry
If it's not enough
It’s not enough

so eloquently put by katehopeeden at 6:58 AM
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