I think it carried over from yesterday which carried over from last week and all has to do with the same thing.
The same thing being that boy at work.
The one who made my stomach do flip flops mere weeks ago.
The boy who it seemed everything was going oh so well with.
The boy who practically ignores me now.
Ok, maybe that's too drastic a call. He isn't ignoring me, per se. I mean, he was just in here talking to me about waxing my car. One doesn't typically discuss vehicle maintenance when one is ignoring someone.
But something changed since my Top Secret Posts (which were hidden back in October of 2006, fyi) a few weeks ago.
And I don't think that that something was our apparent misunderstanding last week about getting together.
But maybe I'm wrong.
I don't think I am.
In fact, I think that six months from now I will be able to post about some random conversation I've had with the boy and explain the whole thing.
And I think that the whole thing is going to be that the boy has met someone.
Because I am pretty sure that is what is going on.
It's a gut feeling I'm having.
One that I can't really clarify as we aren't really in that place where I can bring up a So Where Do We Stand conversation.
A few weeks ago, he was in my office every possible chance.
And he would call.
And now? Now it feels like he is doing the minimal contact. Just enough to make sure that he doesn't seem to be ignoring me.
And the thing is? We instituted a clause making that ok a few weeks ago.
And right now? He is totally able to shift us back to Friends Only without it being something I could throw a fit about.
Not that I would throw a fit.
Because I am totally not that girl.
But I digress.
The point of my random post?
I am getting the vibe that I should back off of whatever it was that we were doing. And I've had that vibe for a few days. So that is what I am going to do. And if I'm wrong, oh well. Because honestly? I have no freaking idea of what else I could do.

Labels: Being a Chic, My pathetic excuse for a love life